if spy would be speedy
spy pronounced mark
I turned up my idy
and bite like a shark

I just look double
2 counterparts I'm in
just lost in the rubble
of post-inking gin

not I'm complaining
reading between lines
drunk people raining
all of their signs

sounding as childish
as wrote in the book
burping in malfish
drunk as a crook! 

 

http://www.collegehumor.com/article:1790449 

http://lookatthisfuckingjuggalo.tumblr.com/

this is perfection. you know its true - its so much better than the last 20 posts, not that I've looked at them.

I just drank 2 1.18 L BlackBulls, for any Canadian Funcers - listening to Coffin and waiting for a fucking pizza. Next to getting fresh pussy I'm in like the best drunk situation ever. 

too bad none of us will ever meet in real life.
except for you living-one-hour-away-from-eachother english fuckers. 

I think that when angles fuck they're not one half hour away from eachother... 

in radians? 

I ment angels. 

1. Grade 55 project submissions for the class I'm TAing. (Note to self: Respect your professors more--god, that was exhausting.)

2. Drink a bottle wine in one night.

God, what a shitty week. Why can't I sleep? And why haven't those fuckers fixed my fucking fridge yet? 

your awesome start map of 3-4 years ago will be released within the month. (I cut the rest of this paragraph to saying yeah, TA'ing sucks)

Anyway, I always thought that from what I could decipher you had similar music taste to me - AND - I'd recommend switching to Opeth (at least this is what I did when I realized North American alternative/folk/metal had run dry). Their cover of "Would" is nothing special, but their catalogue is astounding. Scandinavia (as far as I can tell) doesn't have the social problems North America has, so you don't get the same real-desperation music (tupac, cobain, etc) stuff that you get from the US, but the Opeth dude doesn't need to be Staley (or Cantrell) to make some fucking amazing music.

PS Quake Condensed was awesome. IF only we were all private billionaries and we could offer annual prizes of houseboat parties, hookers, and giant shambler statues full of coke for artistic accomplishment. Just imagine the possibilities. 

That's good news. I'll have to reinstall Quake so I can have a look. I'm looking forward to seeing it put to use.

Also, due to structural ambiguity in your second-to-last sentence, I'm not sure if the coke is to be used for artistic accomplishment, or if the coke is being given in honor of artistic accomplishment. Or perhaps both? 

... we have made a lay-off party... I am drunk, it is 2:45 AM, I am still in the office...
Damned, I will miss this fucking job, but not my fucking management. I already saw several managers, but what we get these last 3 years is for sure the worst morons I ever met.
Let's have a beer to celebrate freedom !!! 

Cheers! To Freedom!

(Getting a lil tipsy myself...) 

As you all may know already, I will be laid off in a couple of days now... Hence we organized a lay-off party at office during the lunch today.
I eat nothing, but after 7 beers, I'm ready to have an Unreal Tournament Deathmatch... they will suffer, believe me !!!! 

Are you the office FPS expert? 

Of course !!! :) 

..I am not alone to play FPS, there are other people that are not that bad ...
4 months ago, I tried to convert them to Quake DM, but they were a bit disappointed very quickly as I was kicking their ass 99% of the time.... so we decided to move to Unreal Tournament in order to team play against bots team (i.e DM in team, CTF, Assault, etc... ) and even drunk, I still own them all.... 

lol RPG, I meant that the coke would be a prize, but I guess it could also fuel creativity. Maybe some people could do some really crazy shit mapping on coke.

I've actually had some weird dreams involving mapping - anyone else? If the subconscious can envision/design stuff without a lot of conscious involvement, maybe being drugged and in some sort of artistic trance could work for mapping like it has worked for music. 

maybe being drugged and in some sort of artistic trance could work for mapping like it has worked for music.

or just being insane. it'd be interesting to see what people who were like, psychotic or something, could make. 

Although I'm not drunk I ain't exactly clean in a low mellowyellow way. Before I break out in my jaggery monoloog I have watched myself for the last three years and a strange habbit occured to me.

As soon as I start blowing this marjoni I get this onstoppable urge to fade into Quark and start mapping as if my life's time hangs on a wig. I don't care about anything and many months have passes untill I have concealed what I was spending at.

As soon as I start drinking beer, I stop mapping, watch football on TV for days and there is not a more stupid thing to do than to get crutched by this mapping minisculus offendings. And not in the slightest way done to give someone else the feeling of having a outragious event.

But as I regard times I was construkting maps for months later on, I get the same kind of glorious memory of these moments. Almost in the same way as making a painting, or composing music. 

do you mean like, a David Lynch of mapping?

because, interesting as his stuff is, given what our community is no one could possibly make a career out of being as pretentious as him. I mean, CZG got away with being a dick only because his work was brilliant. I've seen plenty of cryptic shit (Carnivale season 1, anyone?) and my conclusion after having been encouraged to look at Lynch many times and having done so - is that we are talking about an "artist" here who derives a great deal of fame by simply being foreign to logic. If we can derive Q1SP maps from the minds of madmen, I'm all for it. But my biggest question is based on the issue Madfox brings up: given this drug or that drug what would we do? And in my case, who knows, but mapping itself has been a drug for me. What is normality, what is weed, what is hard liquor. It seems a bit weird to condemn chemical escapism on a forum dedicated to artistic escapism. I am fucking happy to know that none of our art here relates to saving vixens from werewolves, but the art we create is still an escape from the office/water cooler/coffee maker/bottom line/customer/paperwork. Anyway. 

well, not really as david lynch himself isn't insane.
a mapper lacking sanity creating a map lacking sanity has an honest quality to it, though.

you lost me at the bottom half of your post though. your stream of consciousness posting is confusing. were you responding to madfox's post? i confess, i didn't understand that either. :S 

I'm not sure if ther's a difference between mapping on drugs and clean compiling. A logic map where nothing perculiour happens leaves a plain conclusion. A map done after a grass melt can look extraordinairy odd
and proceed an irrational feeling.

You call it DavidLynche as a director, putting fragments of a puzzle and leave the watcher in question. I think of Cortazar and his book Rayuela, where all the registering of time are gone and one can start reading on everypage to get in the story.

I mean, being logical isn't the goal of a good map. Something unexplain-
able must be there, something to hold the player on urge. And sometimes that feeling can be created by getting into a good mood. 

An FPS on cocaine.

Is it specifically screened for at pro gaming events? 

well I was pretty drunk at the time of making that post, but I think what my wasted self meant was, I'd find a David Lynch map both frustrating and fascinating, because that's how I find David Lynch movies - AND, I say this despite the fact that (a good point) Lynch is not himself insane, because an insane person's artistic output would obviously reflect their insanity HONESTLY, whereas lynch is what I (just invented this term) would call a sanity-tease.

Bah, this isn't making any sense. I love weird nonsensical stuff, but it really pisses me of when there's no framework (and in our community, LOVECRAFT is that FRAMEWORK, however weird things get) to interpret it. Anyway.